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[wicka]

I don't wanna go back inside
Come find me
Maze

Yea we can avoid her
She's busy dealing with her own drama anyway

[chokedout]

oh maze is kinky, i like that

what's up her pussy lately?

[wicka]

Remember when u found me out here

[ Except. That didn't happen? He remembers snow, pants down to his thighs and Teddie helpfully giving him a handjob. The fuck. ]

Never mind
Anyway
U don't even wanna know dude
I feel bad for her kinda

[chokedout]

[He does remember, for a second - but then... wasn't it somewhere else?]

ohhh you can't tease me w tea and not spill
cmon make me feel less aggro toward her by inflicting me w sympathy or empathy
or somethingy

[wicka]

IDK apparently she's been hooking up with this one guy and this one chick and then she found out they're siblings
That's gotta be fucking awkward

[chokedout]

well

i guess for some people it could be.
did they know they were fucking the same chick?
it's weird if they knew
funny if they didn't

[wicka]

Dude that's the thing
She told the sister and she was fine with it??

[chokedout]

wild
why is she all panty twisted

if it were me i'd be trying to get a threesome out of it

[wicka]

Tell me ur just saying that

[ Teddie that's weird ]

[chokedout]

tell me u wouldn't wanna sleep w me and my twin brother if i had one

1/2

[wicka]

[wicka]

OK but that's different

[chokedout]

is it?

[wicka]

Yea
They aren't twins
And even if they were like
One's a guy and one's a girl so they wouldn't even look the same probably

[ #logic ]

[chokedout]

but say there are 2 hot people u like and they both wanna bang you at the same time
it's not about them looking the same it's them being hot to u

u banging anyone here you wanna 3some with?

[how did they get here from "did u punch iggy?"]

[wicka]

[ He doesn't know, but he's fighting for his life more now than if the topic hadn't changed— ]

Pretty sure I've been too busy scaring people off for anyone to even look at me like that Teddie

[chokedout]

besides me, apparently





you gotta stop hitting people
but like
idk

i'm kinda on your side with these last 2
(but oh my god iggy's pissy)

[wicka]

[ Teddie's on his side... doki ]

Good I hope he stays that way
But yea IDK
I'm seeing this old guy who's supposed to help me with my anger issues but like
I know it's not gonna work
Nothing ever works

[chokedout]

that's pretty good though
dont um
dont give up?
it might help this time

[wicka]

U think there's any hope for me?

[chokedout]

yeah, of course

[wicka]

[ Damn. One more person to disappoint. ]

This is stupid but
Sometimes it feels like a curse or something

[chokedout]

you know
i'm not a therapist or anything but

i don't think that's a bad way to look at it?

if you say it's a curse, it's kind of a way to think about it being something that's impacting you. not a part of you that's wrong or impacting others. you're just dealing with an extra card in your hand, making it more difficult than someone else who doesn't. if you're able to kind of isolate that as the cause... maybe you can find ways to alter how you respond to it bit by bit?

if it's a curse.... you may not be able to break it directly but you can probably like
do witchcraft back?? therapy witchcraft or something.

[wicka]

Yea
I guess

Just
Feels like everything's wrong with me sometimes
Like this isn't who I'm supposed to be
U know?
But I can't stop it

Like
Have u ever felt that ur life keeps happening without u really being in it

[ He hears the word 'crazy' in Iggy's voice. Is it in Teddie's head, too? ]

[chokedout]

Yeah, all the time
sometimes it's just stuff like i feel like my life was picked out for me? i don't have any actual choices. my parents got me work. schooling was just throwing $$ at anywhere that'd take me. no matter what i did, i couldn't change anything. rehab after rehab and... i dont know

there's something else too but
idk
do u really wanna hear how fucked up my head is when we're finally just kinda hitting a good groove together?