[ But it feels so familiar. Not just because he's struggled with his own sense of reality and self — it's like part of him knew without needing to be told. Must be why he's ready to accept it. ]
... i mean yeah i guess but it just felt like touching my tits now unfortunately i dont remember it being horny but the thought of u touching my girl tits is, however, horny
i dont know trying to figure that out is what gave me a spiral my mom and dad treated me like i was nuts i mean they still do in a "you're a disgrace" kinda way after all the rehab at some point it just became the insanity of an addict to them and i guess that's what i wrote it off as too what do you think?
Ur parents are assholes IDK It's hard to talk about this stuff without feeling weird of dumb Not like I've ever had a reason to believe dreams have meaning but sometimes... It feels like they're too powerful to not? U ever had a dream and later found out it was a real place? Somewhere u just forgot u'd been before randomly coming back up when u fell asleep? It's really trippy Hey Maybe they're just telling us we actually should run away
[ Dom stops responding; Teddie's exasperation is followed up by footsteps on gravel, then two hands covering his eyes from behind. They quickly fall to his shoulders instead, Dom stepping around with a grin. ]
[Teddie lets out a little gasp, before turning around on the spot - launching his arms around Dom again. It feels right? It shouldn't, yet it does, so he doesn't let go. Not until he's put a kiss straight to his lips. It lingers before he peels back, giving a half-shrug.]
Worse places to be. Let me see your hand. Better or worse than before?
[ He kisses him back, keeps his hands around Teddie until he's peeling away, then looks down at the one he used to send Iggy to the floor. The skin is flushed, but barely. ]
[Said with true affection, before he leads Dom's hand up to his lips to kiss those knuckles gently. He then puts his mouth back on Dom's, sighing happily into the kiss. He doesn't let himself think about what kind of friend to Iggy this makes him - not right now. Not when... he's so wrapped up in Dom again.]
It's unfair how sexy it is when you beat people up, Domingos.
[ The kiss to his knuckles gives him a pleasant chill, followed by a kiss to the lips that he immediately and eagerly returns. Dom is smiling, so he's not quite flustered, but it's somewhere trying to make its presence known. ]
Yeah? [ He shouldn't be excited by that. It goes against everything everyone wants him to work on. ] Why's it sexy?
I don't know - it's like... you're dominant? Which I know is kinda fucked up, but... I don't know, I find people smoking cigarettes hot too. But I liked it a lot when you decked that guy who was bothering me... it's this weird feeling of having a protector.
[And all the hallmarks of a toxic relationship, buuuut...]
Weeee probably should try to keep it to one punch a month, at minimum.
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I had no idea...
[ But it feels so familiar. Not just because he's struggled with his own sense of reality and self — it's like part of him knew without needing to be told. Must be why he's ready to accept it. ]
Can I ask u about those dreams?
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Yeah, sure
what do you wanna know
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Were u always a person?
Or was there other stuff
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i was always... me? but not me
like i knew i was the same person but my face would change
once or twice i was even a girl??
idk
it felt like a whole lifetime in one night.
not a lot of it was good either
i felt like i was always being chased or smthn
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That happens a lot I think
Feeling like ur being chased in a dream
But yea that feels like
A lot
What do u remember about being a girl?
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uhhh, a little bit about it?
i had nice tits
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It's more like I can't stop running
Does that make sense
Did u feel them
[ sorry dom is still a Dude ]
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it makes sense to me , yeah
... i mean yeah i guess
but it just felt like touching my tits now
unfortunately i dont remember it being horny
but the thought of u touching my girl tits is, however, horny
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Do u think they were meant to mean something? At all?
Lol
Don't worry I already think your boy tits are hot
[ a thing he sure just said ]
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trying to figure that out is what gave me a spiral
my mom and dad treated me like i was nuts
i mean they still do in a "you're a disgrace" kinda way after all the rehab
at some point it just became the insanity of an addict to them
and i guess that's what i wrote it off as too
what do you think?
ty btw. u can touch them any time u like
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IDK
It's hard to talk about this stuff without feeling weird of dumb
Not like I've ever had a reason to believe dreams have meaning but sometimes...
It feels like they're too powerful to not?
U ever had a dream and later found out it was a real place? Somewhere u just forgot u'd been before randomly coming back up when u fell asleep?
It's really trippy
Hey
Maybe they're just telling us we actually should run away
[ Hah. ]
Hurry up then
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even if they try to do the right thing (allegedly)
sometimes i have dreams about us that never happened
but i guess i've just been waiting to ask you about it
because i dont know anymore if it did
do u think we could actually run away?
i'm coming now. 2 secs
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Just one more bad idea
But I'm not sure people would really give a fuck if I disappeared so
Might as well see what's out there
OK
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like remembering us at prom???
we so need a car
1 sec remaining, tell me when u can hear me
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Was it a cool one?
They've got a billion cars here
Bet we could just steal one
Waiting
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like something really good happened
[but rather than keep typing, Teddie whistles with his fingers - as he enters the maze.]
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Wish we could have had that
[ Not long after, Teddie is close enough to be heard. Dom puts his phone away, uses both hands to project his voice: ]
Marco!
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[Teddie's laugh is evident in the end of his call, as he moves a little quicker into the maze. He repeats the call a few times, exasperated because:]
I don't feel like I'm getting any closer!
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Really hope we aren't lost right now.
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Worse places to be. Let me see your hand. Better or worse than before?
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It's fine. Barely even felt this one.
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[Said with true affection, before he leads Dom's hand up to his lips to kiss those knuckles gently. He then puts his mouth back on Dom's, sighing happily into the kiss. He doesn't let himself think about what kind of friend to Iggy this makes him - not right now. Not when... he's so wrapped up in Dom again.]
It's unfair how sexy it is when you beat people up, Domingos.
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Yeah? [ He shouldn't be excited by that. It goes against everything everyone wants him to work on. ] Why's it sexy?
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[And all the hallmarks of a toxic relationship, buuuut...]
Weeee probably should try to keep it to one punch a month, at minimum.
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At minimum.
[ Looking down, unsure of what to do with himself, Dom finds there's more he wants to say and, as usual, finds he has more trouble knowing how to. ]
… I like that. Everyone's always watching over me and telling me what I can't and can't do — it's. Nice to be the one protecting. You.
[ Is it fucked up that this is how he finally feels like he has control over something in his life? Absolutely. ]
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