if you put it like that i guess we're both useless.
[ which, like. neon can't say he doesn't feel that way without his powers, but he also has enough awareness to know that's not true of either of them. ]
[ For his sympathy, for not saying anything. He's been in a near-constant state of panic. That people might attack him the moment they find out he's what the game was named after, and - that he might have hurt people. That thought aches, it makes him sick, it makes him think of that night his father died, it makes him think of his mothers who'd be devastated that everything they've done to keep him and others safe was for nothing.
He wishes he never came here. He wishes he could have rescued his friends from this stupid cult and this horrible game. Iggy would still be alive, Ren wouldn't have gotten sick, Melissa wouldn't be mourning her friend. He wouldn't be scared all the time. ]
[ Whatever that means. He's not done so great with his magic, either. Something about both his mothers being old school witches that don't think boy-witches are valid. ]
I was OK I think I was trying to find a way to get my friends out of the weird cult Now everything is worse
yeah. seems like once you're here, you can't leave. i might have stayed behind if i'd known.
[ actually, he would have stayed behind if cellar and devon hadn't followed everyone else past the gates, but he's nothing if not loyal to his family. ]
you're a good friend though for trying
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when i helped you the first time in the kitchen i felt like i was picking up on something else outside of you being a werewolf, but i couldn't put my finger on it and i was a little more focused on helping you feel comfortable any idea what that might have been?
[ neon's fairly certain he knows, because devon's spilled the beans, but neon wants to be sure, and he also wants dom to feel like he has some control over what people know about him even if that might not necessarily be as true as he might hope. ]
it used to, when i was new to it now the only time i really notice it is when i run into something new like you
[ for instance, he doesn't really pick up on any of the other agents' powers anymore; it's all background noise to him, until he needs to tap in and give someone a boost or pull them back a little. ]
it's like when you get so used to something happening all the time that you eventually just kind of tune it out until you need to pay attention to it again
Kinda depends Some people are calmer than others Some are healthier than others too It's kinda like when u can tell someone's footsteps if u know them well enough
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[ which, like. neon can't say he doesn't feel that way without his powers, but he also has enough awareness to know that's not true of either of them. ]
here?
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I was a kid
My dad was with me when we got attacked
He died and I became
This
Ur not gonna tell the others are u?
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[ found family, anyway. ]
why would i?
that's not my business to tell.
[ not his business, end sentence. but sue him, he's curious. ]
i'm sorry about your dad, though.
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Thank u
[ For his sympathy, for not saying anything. He's been in a near-constant state of panic. That people might attack him the moment they find out he's what the game was named after, and - that he might have hurt people. That thought aches, it makes him sick, it makes him think of that night his father died, it makes him think of his mothers who'd be devastated that everything they've done to keep him and others safe was for nothing.
He wishes he never came here. He wishes he could have rescued his friends from this stupid cult and this horrible game. Iggy would still be alive, Ren wouldn't have gotten sick, Melissa wouldn't be mourning her friend. He wouldn't be scared all the time. ]
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[ one day he will realize his worth to the team but today is not that day. ]
yeah.
how've you been otherwise, though?
before this whole shitshow started, i guess.
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Sorry
[ Whatever that means. He's not done so great with his magic, either. Something about both his mothers being old school witches that don't think boy-witches are valid. ]
I was OK I think
I was trying to find a way to get my friends out of the weird cult
Now everything is worse
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seems like once you're here, you can't leave.
i might have stayed behind if i'd known.
[ actually, he would have stayed behind if cellar and devon hadn't followed everyone else past the gates, but he's nothing if not loyal to his family. ]
you're a good friend though
for trying
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[ He doesn't think so, but he appreciates the kindness. ]
Is there anything else u wanted to ask?
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when i helped you the first time
in the kitchen
i felt like i was picking up on something else outside of you being a werewolf, but i couldn't put my finger on it and i was a little more focused on helping you feel comfortable
any idea what that might have been?
[ neon's fairly certain he knows, because devon's spilled the beans, but neon wants to be sure, and he also wants dom to feel like he has some control over what people know about him even if that might not necessarily be as true as he might hope. ]
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U mean my magic?
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it's so broad i couldn't pin it down
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Does it feel weird
Sensing that kinda stuff
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now the only time i really notice it is when i run into something new
like you
[ for instance, he doesn't really pick up on any of the other agents' powers anymore; it's all background noise to him, until he needs to tap in and give someone a boost or pull them back a little. ]
it's like when you get so used to something happening all the time that you eventually just kind of tune it out until you need to pay attention to it again
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Kinda
It's weird
Not hearing them anymore
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could you tell them apart
when you could still hear them
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Some people are calmer than others
Some are healthier than others too
It's kinda like when u can tell someone's footsteps if u know them well enough
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so what kind of magic do you use
someone i work with back home, she leaves rainbows everywhere
[ maybe bending the truth a little bit about emperor, but. ]
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And moving stuff with my mind
Small stuff
How does she make rainbows?
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like. prisms, i guess?
[ don’t ask him to describe it ok because deej doesn’t actually know. ]
telekinesis is impressive
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Not really
If I could move bigger stuff maybe
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you might just need practice
how long have you been a witch for?
born, or did something happen
[ he almost says “did a witch bite you too” to keep things light, but rethinks it considering the fate of dom’s father. ]
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Both my moms are witches
But they're kinda old school
They don't think boy witches are a thing so they didn't teach me anything
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they don’t think “they’re a thing”
do you mean it’s uncommon or that they don’t support you being one
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Dudes aren't as powerful
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no offense to your moms
[ some offense to his moms. ]
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