Maybe we need to understand it If Nat really did see a heart then it means something's alive And... u know U can't really control something that's alive But maybe u can get it to do what u want Like [ uhh ] a wolf or something
Kinda Nothing we could use or talk to or whatever Just this sense that this thing that's alive... we're in it, I think Or at least it's all around us And it feels pain What Nat did to it was pretty bad It had to heal for a while It's probably done by now
[ she has a feeling she won't be able to convince dom it's not a good idea, so she doesn't try, buuut she also doesn't feel like she can just let him do this alone. even if she can't be with him with him, maybe she can still be... kind of with him? ]
will you at least tell me before you do it? maybe i can sit up with you that night and if anything weird starts happening i can wake you up
[ The next day comes and there's no sign of Natalie. Mel contacts Dom, he tells her to bring something that belongs to her friend, and they meet in his room, where, as usual, Dee is lounging like a watchful, massive statue. A crude hand-dawn map is on the floor, Nat's personal item next to it, and Dom brings out what looks like a necklace chain with a little crystal pointing down. ]
Okay, uhm. Think of a memory you have of her. [ He'll do the same. ] A strong or meaningful one. It'll help.
[ And he closes his eyes, murmuring the words to activate the spell. ]
[ Melissa's laissez-faire attitude from the day before has pretty much disappeared now that Nat's been MIA for over 24 hours. She already has a sinking suspicion about what they'll find by doing this spell, but she feels like she has to try anyway.
She thinks of Natalie in the cabin, how they'd all approached her one by one to accept her as queen. Melissa had taken her hat off, like, to show respect or something. Like some guy in a black and white movie. It was dumb, but in that moment she had loved Natalie so much. They all had. ]
[ Dom thinks of the night he met her. Dancing, smiling, both of them drunk and silly as they hooked up within minutes of exchanging names. He thinks of playing video games with her and Travis, he thinks of the night they dreamt together and she walked outside and he carried her in his arms to die—
Dom stops with a sharp exhale, trying to shove away the last memory like it's an intruder with sharp teeth. The crystal in the chain hasn't moved, neither swinging or circling around any part of the map. Just like it hadn't with Jules, or Felix, or Jinx, and now Nat. ]
[ Mel knows what he's going to say before he says it, but it doesn't stop the words from hurting anyway. ]
Fuck. [ For a minute she just sits there, looking at the crystal and unsure what to do next. All of these things happening at once, not just Natalie leaving but the sudden presence of a girl who looks just like her, not to mention Mari's arrival, not to mention her fight with Shauna. It's all feeling like a lot. ]
[ He collects the crystal and chain, crumpled in his fist, then sits back with folded legs. He knows how she feels, but he doesn't know that he can express it. Or how. Maybe- ]
I kept some of the stuff Jules and Felix left behind. Sometimes I wonder if they were ever here, but then I look at those things and I know for sure. And then I can think about them being home and feel better.
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one person told me she doesn't think anyone can control it no matter what
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But maybe the point isn't to control it
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If Nat really did see a heart then it means something's alive
And... u know
U can't really control something that's alive
But maybe u can get it to do what u want
Like [ uhh ] a wolf or something
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natalie is a good person and it showed her the heart
maybe it wants us to understand it. and if we understand it, we can use it
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[ ... ]
I went looking for it
With Nat's help
Sort of looking
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Nothing we could use or talk to or whatever
Just this sense that this thing that's alive... we're in it, I think
Or at least it's all around us
And it feels pain
What Nat did to it was pretty bad
It had to heal for a while
It's probably done by now
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do you?
i really just want to figure out a way to take jackie with us when we leave
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But I wanna talk to it
I think I figured out a way to do it too
It's what I've been working on for months now
Learning dream magic?
I think I'm getting pretty good at it
At first it was to try to reach the people who've gone home
But now I'm gonna figure out if this place dreams and go there
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do you think that's like... safe?
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But at least no one will get hurt if it doesn't work
[ Maybe just Dom. ]
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but i don't want you to get stuck inside the house's fucked up nightmare or like
lobotomized by it
or something
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They can pull me out
[ He doesn't want to add 'probably' and worry Melissa, but it's on his mind. He also doesn't know that Lanfear isn't around anymore. ]
I think I have to do this
No one else is coming up with anything
We tried to leave and
[ He killed people. He died. He woke up as a demon, went on a rampage for a week, and then - he was right back where he'd started. ]
Doesn't matter
Whatever happens to me can't be worse than what we've been through
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will you at least tell me before you do it?
maybe i can sit up with you that night and if anything weird starts happening i can wake you up
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OK
I'll tell u when I'm ready to do it
Thanks Mel
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anytime
aaand action
Okay, uhm. Think of a memory you have of her. [ He'll do the same. ] A strong or meaningful one. It'll help.
[ And he closes his eyes, murmuring the words to activate the spell. ]
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[ Melissa's laissez-faire attitude from the day before has pretty much disappeared now that Nat's been MIA for over 24 hours. She already has a sinking suspicion about what they'll find by doing this spell, but she feels like she has to try anyway.
She thinks of Natalie in the cabin, how they'd all approached her one by one to accept her as queen. Melissa had taken her hat off, like, to show respect or something. Like some guy in a black and white movie. It was dumb, but in that moment she had loved Natalie so much. They all had. ]
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Dom stops with a sharp exhale, trying to shove away the last memory like it's an intruder with sharp teeth. The crystal in the chain hasn't moved, neither swinging or circling around any part of the map. Just like it hadn't with Jules, or Felix, or Jinx, and now Nat. ]
Nothing.
[ He's disappointed. Defeated. ]
I think she's gone.
[ Knows so. He suspects they both do. ]
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Fuck. [ For a minute she just sits there, looking at the crystal and unsure what to do next. All of these things happening at once, not just Natalie leaving but the sudden presence of a girl who looks just like her, not to mention Mari's arrival, not to mention her fight with Shauna. It's all feeling like a lot. ]
Thanks for trying, [ she manages finally. ]
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I kept some of the stuff Jules and Felix left behind. Sometimes I wonder if they were ever here, but then I look at those things and I know for sure. And then I can think about them being home and feel better.
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