Good, that most be so scary. The blood especially.
I think that our subconscious remembers a lot, and it shows up in dreams. Me, I dream other people's memories most of the time. It's like ghosts leave little bits of themselves behind.
I guess I got used to it. [ A light, sad shrug. ] As long as it's mine and not someone else's.
[ There's a pause then. He hadn't even thought about how he must have had to clean up the blood of his victims during the game. It gives him a spike of anxiety. More guilt. He has to shake it off. ]
It's more like... it grows on me? It feels like my whole body's stretching and I just become it. When the moon's gone the whole wolf skin just— falls off me. That's why I always get blood on me.
[ That's the problem, isn't it? Dom keeps fucking up and people keep caring about him. Maybe he needs to accept that that's a part of him as much as the scar is. ]
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I think that our subconscious remembers a lot, and it shows up in dreams. Me, I dream other people's memories most of the time. It's like ghosts leave little bits of themselves behind.
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[ There's a pause then. He hadn't even thought about how he must have had to clean up the blood of his victims during the game. It gives him a spike of anxiety. More guilt. He has to shake it off. ]
Good memories?
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[Iggy smiles softly.] Sometimes, yeah.
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[ Let Iggy have nice things, ghosts. ]
It's more like... it grows on me? It feels like my whole body's stretching and I just become it. When the moon's gone the whole wolf skin just— falls off me. That's why I always get blood on me.
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Does it hurt? It sounds painful.
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[ He scratches behind his ear lightly. ]
Teddie's seen all of it. The one from back home, but this one too.
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You're not half as unlovable as you seem to think, Dom.
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Guess so.
Tell me about the dream-memories?
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