[ Later, when his anxiety isn't a cacophony in his head, he'll read this back and understand every word. For now he just wonders what he's done to deserve the protection from so many people. He had his coven back home, the new weird kid in their town, amazed he was even able to make any friends. Now he has a pack in Ren, and a support network that feels surreal. Undeserved.
He can't be a killer. He's said that with fear's claws in his thoughts before, but it's different now. So everything his mothers did doesn't go up in flames, so everything his friends are doing won't be for nothing, he can't be a killer. He can't disappoint them. He's going to protect them the same way they're protecting him. ]
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He can't be a killer. He's said that with fear's claws in his thoughts before, but it's different now. So everything his mothers did doesn't go up in flames, so everything his friends are doing won't be for nothing, he can't be a killer. He can't disappoint them. He's going to protect them the same way they're protecting him. ]
I'm sorry
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