I love people very much. But I am aware that if spouses were a thing, I would not be that to any of them. I am something else. Sometimes it bothers me.
When it does, I remind myself that I am lucky to know love at all. I died very alone, you see, and the years leading up to that were devoid of any romantic connection. So when I am jealous or petty I ask myself if I would rather feel so separate from others again.
Now, that does not mean it's the best way to handle such feelings. But it is what I do.
[ He didn't expect Harry to feel exactly what he did - the knowledge that if Theo ever had to choose one, it would never be him. That with each new relationship, Dom would be pushed further and further down. ]
It's weird I did the opposite I thought I would be better off alone than feeling that way
Having weird interests doesn't mean ur bad at making friends But yea I'm not great at social interactions either A lot of people think I'm rude Mostly adults
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I wish I had any insight. Nothing in my life prepared me for all of these relations; I am constantly baffled and unsure.
I think perhaps we all get jealous. I do.
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What happens when u feel like that
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I love people very much. But I am aware that if spouses were a thing, I would not be that to any of them. I am something else. Sometimes it bothers me.
When it does, I remind myself that I am lucky to know love at all. I died very alone, you see, and the years leading up to that were devoid of any romantic connection. So when I am jealous or petty I ask myself if I would rather feel so separate from others again.
Now, that does not mean it's the best way to handle such feelings. But it is what I do.
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It's weird
I did the opposite
I thought I would be better off alone than feeling that way
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I've been alone most of my life
I mean I have my moms
And I made some friends when I moved to the US
But IDK
I still feel alone a lot
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But yea I'm not great at social interactions either
A lot of people think I'm rude
Mostly adults
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I cannot speak to them, but I can say to me everyone is remarkably free from tact.
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Ur not wrong dude
And they talk about sex all the time
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They do! It's shocking.
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Guess it's better than talking about death...
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Hey
When this ends
Can we leave
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I'll pack my things too
And we can go back to Theo
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It's alright to love him still, Domingos.
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I asked him
When we make it back to Saltburnt
If we could talk
About getting back together
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And I think that in this matter, honesty will serve you both well.
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I end up saying something that I'm not supposed to
Or hurting feelings
But I'll try
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[ you know, like jealousy. and the lack of maturity to handle it the way harry does. ]
It was cool of u to reach out
Thanks man
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My pleasure. I am around if you need me.