[Teddie's at war with himself - he wants to lean into the things he knows are bad. Let himself take joy in the protective vibe Dom has, even at the expense of others. He wants to go head over heels for the guy again without weighing any of the cons from before. But there's this little voice in him protesting that it's different now. He's different. Dom's different. That it's okay to like these things, so long as they... keep track of what matters.]
I don't know how to say it other than to say it but. I - I want us to have another try? I know that's crazy and suicidal of me to say, maybe, but... I think we can make it work. Having time away and coming back together... I don't know, it feels better than last time, doesn't it? I'm able to see what's in front of us clearer now, it feels like. Able to see what I lost.
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[Teddie's at war with himself - he wants to lean into the things he knows are bad. Let himself take joy in the protective vibe Dom has, even at the expense of others. He wants to go head over heels for the guy again without weighing any of the cons from before. But there's this little voice in him protesting that it's different now. He's different. Dom's different. That it's okay to like these things, so long as they... keep track of what matters.]
I don't know how to say it other than to say it but. I - I want us to have another try? I know that's crazy and suicidal of me to say, maybe, but... I think we can make it work. Having time away and coming back together... I don't know, it feels better than last time, doesn't it? I'm able to see what's in front of us clearer now, it feels like. Able to see what I lost.